9/7/18 5:48 am

5:48 am 9/7/18

I can feel
the weight of carrying something I cannot see. 
This something is blocking me from easy decision.  It weighs on me, like a mourning.  It’s a pain from somewhere deep in the recesses
of my mind.  I wonder what it is.  It may be the beginning of a remembrance that
has crippled me that needs to be rewritten. 
It may be initiating the end of something I thought was permanent.  It’s something that needs to be done.   Or it leads to something that needs to e
done. It is unceasing.  It is not a question
of if I will have to deal with it, but when. 
Why does it have weight?  Why is
it distracting me from everyday stuff?

I lit 2 candles.  1 blue for clarity and 1 white for strength

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